a random blackberry jotting.....

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Back in the days of miracles and a long distance call, the feeling of thought that transcended my dreams would let you know I've been there by your side and my dreams held you forever. Everyday the thought of a tremor that runs under the waves of our life, sends the slumber of my sleep into a long and sweaty nightmare where I know the time of miracle has come to an end. No more long distance calls, no more hopes and the silence of all good things that have come to an end. And the message in a bottle I sent is lying on the ocean floor, coming to haunt me, when I'll dream no more. Now the dream is a hope and hope is life. I do not dream anymore and I'm alive no more. Walking rather running away is an amusing thought, but to run away from something there must be the essential existence of a holding in the present. There is nothing here, and there is no hope left of a green on the other side an abyss has no sunshine.


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i ( serie 1 )

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I, carefree and wild,

lost as a motherless child.

I, of little growth of mind,

taken anywhere by bastard wind.

I,naked as a Zebra,

hunted by lioness across the Sahara.

I,carefree and wild,

dream all from her majesty's inside!
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I saw in you Eternity

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I saw in you Eternity,

A Beauty in it's entirety.

I saw in you Serenity,

A Savior for this calamity,

I saw in you Curiosity,

A Road to this non-entity,

I saw in you,My Eternity!




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there was glory to be found,all thoughts felt sound;
yet we stand on edge of eternity,still pieces of humanity.
we chose a path called reason,cheated by spring in season!
we chose to be led by a love figurine,now nowhere to be seen.
all alone we stood lost,on the edge we saw the ghost.
like battle hardened men we boast,

'there ain't no ghost'

'there ain't no ghost'
'there ain't no ghost'


the leader of the pack,the one we planning to sack;
smelt a flower he thought lilies,reminding him of a mistress,
he screamed infamy,said he had a family:
we knew he would be,the last to fall on his knee.
and so he did first,so he died.....



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the worst is yet to come.

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long forgotten Romeo,

"can i have my place by the lampost again,kid? "

young velvet Jack,

"no can do Love,my boy's in room 3 n i need it "

cotton bellybutton Romeo,

"for ol'times sake my boy,half an hour,i finish my pint"

straight jacket Jack,

"for ol'times sake my gal,you can stand right behind"



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i > preacher

you need a vacation from god !

you need a vaccine of nicotine,

you need acid laced ice-cream,

you need a bible,my bible of sin,

you need a bottle of Irish Cream.



run with the devil,take this pill,

it's all the ecstasy promised at will,

pray to the lizard king and Jill,

to her whom the farmers did till.



you need me as your friend,

you need to walk by a fiend,

you need to know the end,

you need to run across the bend.



let the truck tear you down,

the autopsy will say dead long ago,

the papers will make you a clown,

but dead n you are the talk of the town.


you can tell your god,

you needed to explode,

you can tell her god,

you needed someone to hold,

you can tell their god,

you didn't want to be sold.

you can tell that god,

you found him too cold .

On Hate & doing something about IT.

Chapter 2 : On Hate & doing something about IT.



You know you hate it,you know you want to do something about it,and if you haven't started doing anything about it,it's time you started doing something about it,and if you have started doing something about it,it's time you do something more about it.

And you can hate it more,and if you hate it less doesn't mean you can't hate it more,and you have hated it at some point in your existence and so you will hate it in some future point in your existence,so you had hated it,you are hating it and you will hate it.

There is no evading it,it is in the air,in the living room,and if you haven't seen it.you wish you never see it and if you have seen it you wish you had never seen it.
But if you have heard it you know it has hurt you nad if you do not know now,you know you will know it sooner.

So,if you do not understand it,you do not know it,it means you are happier and you are safer,but if you know it,you hate,and you are sadder in the world because of it. You know you don't need it,so just Hate it for IT.